In a whole midst of being busy, there is never an excuse to say that 'I cannot do my quiet time.'

It's really a time of renewal I had with God just now as I settled my heart to really seek His face. And not just His hands. He can do a lot for you, bless you, answer all your prayers.. But, when the veil is torn, do you still seek His hands? Or face?

People say, How do you know that it is God?

What I experienced was just a glimpse of it, because He is much bigger than that. I was just strumming the guitar...worshipping Him. It didn't took a long time until I started to tear. Honestly, it isn't about the time. It is about the quality.

Suddenly, I was all alone with God. I was ignorant to everything around me. The kids playing at the playground downstairs, the fan that was screeching, the walking foot steps of my brother outside the room...suddenly became mediums for me to focus even more on His presence and to tap into the supernatural.

I remember on Sunday, Jermain told me about the SOT students. About laying of hands. Honestly to me, laying of hands is something very sacred. And something that cannot be taught, it is really by faith that I lay hands on the members. But he was telling me that Pst Ming taught them how to. And I tried.... Jermain said Pst Ming asked them to... Wait, draw, store, touch.

So I Waited..His presence..Drew it into my spirit men.. Store......... Until He said, "Now, Touch."

I looked around, and saw nobody. Who am I going to lay hands on?

"You."

I did what He said and...... It was crazy..... I only used one hand on my head. Then God said, 'The other hand...' And I placed it on my chest. And I fell. This is the ability to pray, and empower. Yourself.

Then.. I talked to Him. Cried out to Him. Closed my eyes and said.. "Lord, I want to seek Your face, I want to know Your name. When I open my eyes, will I see Your face? You said ask and I shall receive, now I ask in faith, will I see Your face?"
I prayed this prayer because I remember in a worship song by Brooke Fraser, she prayed this.. "Let's just wait upon Him for a second...Come to us Lord, You reward those who earnestly dilligently seek you, I wanna see your face, I wanna know your ways. Come to us Lord.."

And then, she started to sing the worship song, which was tremendously awesome. She had that amount of faith..which was incredible.

I know if she can do it, I could too. Honestly deep in my heart..I dont know what to expect when I open my eyes......

But when I did, I saw nothing.... As I slowly look up out my window which was just infront of me..there were trees, blue sky and birds. And He said

'Everything you see, is Me. You don't need to see Me to know that I exist.'My heart shook and I started to weep.

He opened not just my eyes, but my ears. He reminded me of Mark 8:29

He said to them, "But who do you say that I am?"
Peter answered and said to Him, "You are the Christ."This. really impacted me. It was such a word in season..it's like fresh manna although we hear this verse all the time..



I prayed a last prayer. That was from my heart.. And knew that everything was going to be fine.



I went back to keep the guitar, sit on my desk and type this. Knowing that it was like a dream just now, and I'm back in reality right now at this moment.

But now, it isn't about "Face Reality, Life Sucks anyway'

It is, about bringing the dream I had to fulfill Reality to its fullest.


If God can do this for me, He can do this for you.

Yes, you!




Yours Truly,
SC
let the music play; 12:11 AM





A very old church song. Enjoy.

-Jj
let the music play; 11:49 AM