This may be the one of the bext of the encounters i have with God.

It happened ytd night. before that, i was temtped to play my psp before having my QT. but i felt that i need to build my discipline. when i was abt to enter my room to pray. i suddenly felt that it wasn't the right place. as my grandma was sleeping inside. and God says he longs intimacy with us. and the only way to get it is to be alone in the room. thats how couples get their intimacy. so i went into my mum's room to pray coz she was watching some dramas which will last quite long. i started off reading some notes i took down on tuesday's PM. after reading. i planned to pray in tongues for abt 5-10mins to build up the atmosphere. just when i start to pray. something hit me! it was the attack from the devil. i just cant close my eyes. once i do so. images of evil spirits will just start to interrupt me. i just dunno why. its so scary. despite that, i continued speaking in tongues. hoping that God will overcome my fear. soon after that. those images went off. and i started to sing in tongues. and those images hit me again! its worse than before. it was another totally new experience. i know that this time with God is gonna be great. so devil is trying to weaken me and bring me out of that room. but i sood firm. continued singing in tongues. praise God that those images went away. not long after. my hands started to shake. and i felt the "electric feeling" on my palms. and my left wrist started to get the warm feeling. that time i was forming my hand as a shape of bowl like wad Pst Kong always does. but Holy spirit prompted me to leave up my hand. so i did. and my hands started to shake more. but the devil struck again. he's trying really hard to make me lose my concentration. but he failed again and again. as i was under the presence of God. everytime i "kick" the devil away. i'll start to feel more. this time, despite all those temptation. i still did what i should do. and my left hand started to have a feeling. a feeling like there's something pushing. so my hand just went left and right. a strong feeling of like fren pushing my hand. but i know that its God's anointing. not long after, my both hands started to shake real intensely. even my parent's queen size bed have the "eek eek" sound. the "electric feeling" on my palms got stronger and stronger. it stopped for awhile. and i was catching my breathe by that time. after that, the same thing happened again. this time, more intense than before. i was really trying hard to catch my breathe and speaking in tongues at the same time. then it stopped. the images came again. i prayed even stronger this time. as it got worse than before. suddenly. i felt that my whole body is struggling. the feeling i had 2 years ago during the deliverance svc. i started to cough and cough. and i know that the devil is struggling. my whole body got very worn out as the devil continued struggling under the powerful anionting of God. soon tears just rolled down. its out of sadness. and i know that. the devil inside me is really struggling and struggling. after that, i felt a strong feeling. images after images i saw minutes ago. just "flew" thru my mind. and its like. one by one. flying out. i felt so so so relaxed after that. by faith, i know that the devil had been delivered. i tot it would be the right time to give thanks and start to pray. but Holy Spirit just asked me to continue worshipping in tongues. so i followed. and this is the great think that happened. while my eyes was closed.(when your eyes are closed. its like total darkness right?) there's a EXTREMELY BRIGHT light while my eyes was still closed. its like when you're staring at the sun. its just SUPER BRIGHT. i was tempted to open my eyes, but i now its something from god. so i continued singing in tongues. and all of a sudden... i just stopped singing in tongues. a new tongues just flew out from my mouth. at first i was mumbling with those tongues. i was so shocked by it. and i started singing with the new developed tongue. there's just a great anointing! and i recieved a word form God. its like face to face conversation. he said : " I wann you to develope this new tongue i have given to you." after this saying, the bright light dimmed off. after those encounters.. thinking that it was only abt 20 mins. but its almost 1hour! wad a great heavenly experience!

i just felt the difference. the difference between when you are somehow forced to pray and thinking that its a blessing to communicate with God.


forced to pray (negative) : when you prayed and prayed. and you tot is very long already. so you ended the prayer. thinking it was like abt 30 mins gone. but looking at your phone. its only merely 10 mins! and while praying. you cannot concentrate, coz you're force to do prayer. and you will start yawning away. getting nth out of the QT.


Willing heart (positive) : when you just stay and enjoy his presence. thinking that its a privilage to have a opportuninty to communicate with God. when you end your prayer. thinking that maybe its only abt 20 mins. but.... you've actually stayed under his presence for almost an hour! hearing His word. enjoying his magnificent presence and getting miracles. getting loads from you QT.

That's the difference i realised.

So.. Which one will you choose. i believe its up to your own attitude and discipline. all the best guys! :D:D:D

EnDeD
-Jj
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