It all started one fine night, and the subsequent (:

One night, i was finding a place to do my QT. And because it was a weekday, my sis had to turn in early for school the next morning, which also means, i've got nowhere to do my QT. So, i decided to do my QT somewhere near the steps. After all, God will appear anywhere if you wait upon Him. So i began to lift up my hands. Then suddenly, i felt that the Holy Spirit wanted me to kneel. And i did.
I prayed in Tongues, sang in Tongues, a new love song. Never underestimate the power of Tongues. Because as easy as it may seem, it's a POWERFUL weapon. Personally for me, singing in Tongues really draws me nearer to God. I used to think that, "huh cannot la. sing in tongues, i cannot sia. very awful. i don't know how". Then i learnt to allow the Holy Spirit to lead me, to guide. And it all comes natural. Furthermore, whatever you sing wholeheartedly, even a croak, will turn into a melody that brings forth a sweet aroma to His throne, right? (:

Tears began to well in my eyes. I cried out to Him. Pouring out every problems that were distracting me. Confessed all the sins that i've committed. For the past few weeks, i sense dryness in my walk with God. Probably because of the unconfessed sins. Which really makes me realise that actually it was a barrier disallowing me to dwell in His presence. And ever since, i was tormented by this, spiritually and physically. But that night, i felt free. No longer ashame. Again, if we kept focusing on the mistakes that we have commited in the past, how is it able that we'll see what lies ahead of us?

It was a really sweet night with my God. Since then, it revived the love i have for my God, my Lord. He never fails, when i'm faithless, He'll be faithful.
I used to think.. spending more than 15minutes in my QT is really difficult. But now, time just moves swiftly when i indulge myself with His love, His presence. Spending just 15mintues is too much of a task.

It's not a routine nor a chore, but a passion [:

`Joey.
let the music play; 2:09 PM